I would normally do the following routine whenever i travel by public. I’d board the train/bus, give a quick scan for empty seats and if there’s any available,i’d happily take a seat.And from then on, until i reach my destination, i’d pray and hope that no elderly, pregnant lady or even little children appear in my sight. Its not that i despise the special attention they require but it seems that i’m the only person who’s wide awake everytime they board the bus/train im in. Now they say that kindness goes a long way and I, being someone who cant bear to see them struggling with every jerk and movement of the transport, i’d gladly give up my seat. Somehow in an instant, all the other commuters would wake up from their “well-rehearsed” sleep looking unpertubed by their selfish act.Well, I hope and pray that one day they’ll realize how a simple act of kindness like giving up a seat for those who need it more can brighten someone’s day.Talking about a prospering nation of well-mannered individuals.We can certainly do better. A lot better.

I feel like im lost in a transition whereby hope and trust is really important at the moment. If either one is lost, then its the end of the whole process. Using a guy-ish analogy, its like having a dick without the balls. For the first time in my life, i feel like i have treated my relationship in the worst way possible. I have made mistakes which i think are unjust and worthy of a beheading. Blame it on my mountain-high ego, i know that i could have done better in dealing with the situations i got myself into. I think its time for me to make things work and running like it was before and i know its gonna be hard but hey, for a woman who’s willing to give her all in this relationship, i will give my best too. I will make sure that she’ll feel that she’s the luckiest girl in the whole world again. Sounds cheesy but i think its worth the effort because honestly, she’s the best ive ever had and the best there ever will be :)

I’d spend many nights thinking about my future and reminiscing the memories, good and bad and it sure is exciting and somehow fulfilling.Although at times, i know that its just a distant dream, i will keep on dreaming about all the possibilities life has to offer. Somehow, if we can all manage to find a neutral balance in differentiating what is too distant a wish and the reachable objectives, i guess that’s how we’ll find our goals in life.

First of all, i would like to wish all my Christian friends a merry christmas.Its the holiday season again and im spending my time wondering what good ive done for the past 12 months.Gf’s in KL and its a good thing considering the fact that she’s had a busy year with her final year projects and attachment.Its a well-deserved holiday for her. Talking about KL and having been there countless times, i gotta say that i dont mind migrating there just for the sake of having a good life. Well at least the price of housing doesnt go up by a mile after every general elections.And although the city is notorious for having peak hour traffic jams, there’s just something about the place which keeps me interested, at least for now. So for the time being, i shall just keep the short-term dream in my pocket and think of important things instead. Like setting the engagement date? OKAY KIDDING! haha. Alright2,maybe in the years to come :)

Im so happy that im gonna have a long holiday period coming up. No overseas trip or short getaways though, im thinking of the good old rotting-at-home days in front of the laptop and tv.Sounds boring but i guess all of us can find a thousand and one ways to keep ourselves busy especially with our modern-age internet devices.Yea i know what ure thinking guys hahaha.